Yes finally back to my usual habits. started with 20 mins of praying and did 25 pushups last night. Good start I must say.

Honestly...in my current situation, I don't see a very hopeful future ahead. I'm saving up for marriage, it seems to take forever, I wonder how long am I going to save? My parents...I wonder if I can afford their medical bills in future? Myself...am I saving up enough for the future?
Yet...going back to the beginning, in my prayer I keep thanking God
Thank God for all He has done
Thank God for saving me and giving me a chance and loved me first(before I did)
Thank God, where would I be without Him?
Thank God for this job
Thank God for giving me a girlfriend
That's about all in my prayer today.

Been thinking about my girlfriend while I was working these days. Yet I wonder when I'm working, is she thinking of me? naw...maybe not.

She got her dog to keep her company, got a great bunch of friends in SOT and plus she got korean drama to keep her company too.
Maybe...she don't really need me afterall. Really not.
Feel...abit sad. But I can't jump to conclusions.

Thinking too much again.