I really fear telling the truth. In this world and society today, people love to stone you for any single wrong you do.
Yet I must. I must admit, I am weak in this area. Yet I'm not afraid, neither am I giving up this fight. I will, and I must.

For past 2 days I didn't pray...again. Went back to gaming, this time a new game: Caesar3. Simply put...where the game leads you to build from tents to a HUGE empire...The desire to meet the objectives of the game...is really addictive....very addictive to me. Games with objectives keeps me playing and playing till I meet them.

I finally completed the last mission yesterday. Yes I finally ended it. and Yes, it's finally over. Yet this exposes my weakness to myself once again. Again, I told myself:
"Man...not again...."