Swiping off the dust...things have changed. Thinking changed, attitude changed. Not as reckless as a bull, but slow as a turtle and cautious as a snake.

I must be honest with myself. I'm not as spiritual as before. I no longer hunger for the word nor spiritual things. Maybe as I work, I'm more practical now. Yet, I do know the value of prayer, I do know the value of being spiritually connected to God. Of course I know, yet I do not do. I know and I know! I don't need another preacher to tell me on this. Yet it's so easy and convenient to fall into lazyness. Like apostle Paul, I feel the same - "What a wretched person I am!" Knowing what's right, I turn to the left!

I might have reached my bottom line. Once I hit there, I telling myself I cannot sink any lower, I must go higher from here. I know I can, for God never gives up. I know I will, for God prepared my future, I know I must, because I've no choice but to go on! Not to go forward is backwards!

Com'on Guanjin, don't give in to lazyness now. FIGHT! RESIST!
Fight I must!

I think doing blog is good...at least for my children to see. haha.

Toast to myself for my 1st post!